My last day of work is the Wednesday before Thanksgiving so last night I went and picked up my disibility papers from the doctors. I get into my car and I start crying because I'm scared to not have to go to work.. As I was crying, I'm thinking, seriously, you're crying because you don't have to go to work. I cry every day that I have to go to work... but the thought of knowing that I don't HAVE to be at work scares me. For the past 7 and a half years, I've had the same routine. I may not always get to work on time, but I'm there every day. I eat breakfast the same time, I eat lunch at the same time. I leave the same time. I'm not one for organziation and routine but knowing that it's going to change drastically, even before the baby comes is really frightening!!!!
I think it's quite funny actually to be sad and upset about not having to be at work... give it a few days and I think I'm going to love it!!!
MovieMaker MTV
11 years ago
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I wish i was entitled to some sort of BFF maternity leave. I think i should be granted a few days off so i can come over and take pictures. Maybe ill bring this up at the next union meeting!
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